My alcohol consumption was the clearest sign of my depression. My slow reading pace was a more subtle sign. The amount of media I was consuming at home was the least obvious, to me at least. In addition to weekly television and catching up on movies I had missed when I was abroad, I also…
- Rewatched seasons 1-3 of “Arrested Development”
- Watched season 1 of “Legion”
- Watched season 2 of “Crazy Ex-Girlfriend”
- Watched season 1 of “This is Us”
- Watched seasons 4 & 5 of “American Dad”
- Rewatched season 1 of “The Magicians” and then watched season 2
- Watched season 3 of “Catastrophe”
- Watched season 2 of “Fargo”
- Watched season 1 of “Top of the Lake”
- Watched the new Netflix season of “Mystery Science Theater 3000”
- Watched season 2 of “The Path”
- Watched “Fleabag”
- Watched season 2 of “Master of None”
- Watched season 1 of “The Expanse”
- Watched season 3 of “Unbreakable Kimmy Schmidt”
- Watched season 5 of “House of Cards”
- Rewatched season 1-3 of “Veep” and then watched seasons 4-6
- Watched “American Gods”
- Watched “The Handmaid’s Tale”
- Rewatched seasons 1-5 of “The Wire”
- Watched “Friends from College”
- Rewatched seasons 1, 2, and the Christmas Special of the BBC “The Office”
- Rewatched seasons 1-7 of “30 Rock”
- Rewatched seasons 1-5 of “Breaking Bad”
- Watched season 3 of “Better Call Saul”
- Watched “Hot Wet American Summer: Ten Years Later”
- Rewatched seasons 1 & 2 of “Twin Peaks” and then watched season 3
- Watched season 7 of “Game of Thrones”
- Rewatched seasons 1-9 of the U.S. “The Office”
- Rewatched seasons 1-3 of “Bojack Horseman” and then watched season 4
- Watched season 1 of “Better Things”
- Watched season 4 of “You’re the Worst” and then rewatched season 1-3
- Watched “American Vandal”
- Watched season 1 of “Black-ish”
- Rewatched seasons 1 & 2 of “Rick & Morty” and then watched & rewatched each episode of season 3 multiple times
In hindsight, I think this has been the biggest way I’ve been avoiding my feelings.